Ok this is for real this time.  I have been working on a comic for awhile now.  It is called BEAR MY THOUGHTS.  It is a silent comic.  That means there will be no words in it at all.  Well maybe just a couple.  But only action words like BANG.  All I am saying is that the comic is about a girl and her teddy bear.  The comic will be 22 Pages and 76 panels long.  The pages will have either three or four panels on them.  The whole comic is all inked out.  I scanned the first page and finished it.  It will still take sometime so please be patient if you are a fan of mine.  I will not post a page every time I finish it.  I am going to complete it as a whole and post it all at once.  Nobody really gets to see this, but since I love deviantart and I love you guys, I will so you a preview of just the first page.

Thank you all who have supported me over the years.  You make me want to draw and do other forms of art.

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 



Ok so I have someone at work talk down to me and act like I am stupid.  I am not stupid.  Besides the owner, I have worked there the longest and everyone STILL talks down to me.  Well actually one person doesn't.  We have an understanding.  But all the others do.  They way they do it, it is like they think I am a three year old or something.  Anyways.  Here is my new video explaining it.  I hope you enjoy it.  You can see more of my videos by clicking the paul's life banner below.

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Ok I think I figured all this out on how dating works and why it is all screwed up.  Now hear me out.  I am considered the "nice guy".  Well that is what people call me.  I do not like to label myself.  

Now guys now a days just want to date a girl who will have sex right away.
Girls want a guy who is a bad boy or asshole.

There are nice guys out there that want nice girls and nice girls who want nice guys.  But something always happens so they cannot get together.  One big thing is distance.  Think of someone who is perfect for you.  They probably live a million miles away.  Or maybe you are lazy and they are only an hour away, but still too long for you.  Also there is a good chance you are just not attracted to each other, even though you are both attractive.  Some how your mind doesn't work right.
Now there is a chance the nice girls who want asshole guys will break up with the assholes and want a nice guy.  But here is the problem.  While they date the asshole, they learn to be a bitch.  So when they date the nice guy, they treat them like shit.  Then being the nice guy, they get controlled.  Now this can also happen with the girl.  A stupid guy could date a nice girl and cheat on her and treat her like shit just because she is too weak to fight back.

Somehow the world is made to hook up the wrong people and the people that should be together for some reason cannot be.

Guys:  Think about a friend you have that is a girl who you would LOVE to date cause you are friends and you know it could worth.  Then think about how many times that girl has said "any girl would be lucky to have you".  But she would NEVER date you.

Girls:  Think of a guy you really like.  A friend perhaps.  Think of how many times you tried to flirt with him and you do little things to make him happy and show you care.  But he always likes one of your friends or some slut down the street.

It is like nice girls and guys are not suppose to get together.  

Now don't get me wrong.  There are people out there that manage to break the curse and they are happy together with loving families or just each other.  

I WANT THAT.

It is possible, but so hard to do.

To all those people who have found that special someone.  I am happy for you.  You give the rest of us hope.